What to do when you feel __________ ? (put anything in the blank.)
A) Ignore the feeling and pretend it isn’t part of you. Stuff it down. Bury it.
B) Honor all parts of YOU?
B! That’s what you do.
B as in Be.
Honor: the light parts, the sad parts, the parts that want to stay in bed on a grey day like today, the parts that feel like you’re better than you were yesterday and the parts that feel like you’ve slipped back a notch or two. Honor the parts that feel divine and the parts that need watering, the parts that do yoga and the parts that don’t.
Honor the loud parts and the quiet parts. Honor the parts of you that have dance parties and the parts that cannot hear the music.
Honor the generous parts and the part that feels a little jealous. Honor the banged up knee, the shoulder with tendonitis, the knee that has just been replaced and the hamstrings that are as open as when you were four. Or not.
It’s all you. Honor it all.
Today, I felt kind of blue. In fact, the past few days I have felt bleh.
I feel guilty when I get like this. I want to stay in my bed and not talk to anyone and not say the words downward dog or vinyasa or plank. I feel guilty because I feel like I should not feel this way.
Ah, that nasty should word.
And why shouldn’t I? Where did I decide that?
I am going to honor all the parts of me. The parts that don’t feel like talking today or doing yoga or putting on clothes, because they are parts of me. They are all a part of Jen too. Maybe not the part I often show the world, but they are me.
There are parts of me and without those parts I wouldn’t have this whole of me.
I wouldn’t be as complete a me.
I wouldn’t be as authentic a me.
I wouldn’t be as goofballl a me (as my husband calls me, and I proudly wear as a badge.)
Today what part of you will you honor?
Fill in the blank.
Today I am honoring my ______________.
VULNERABILITY-allowing myself to be embraced like never before-time stopped and i never wanted that moment to end- i may no longer be in that embrace, but that embrace is now in me- sending much love to you-un abbraccio-e*
heart, my truth. It’s not always funny now. But okay, usually it is later on so however it feels now is usually just a symptom of something good to come. So might as well honor it presently because it’s probably a gift.
My sadness and pain. Today i so wish I can admit it and accept it as being part of me