2016 Weightless January 1, 2016December 31, 2015 A Year of Revisiting Old Loves January 4, 2016January 4, 2016 Dear Younger Me January 6, 2016January 6, 2016 The Colors of California January 8, 2016January 8, 2016 Losing My Hearing. January 10, 2016January 20, 2016 The Pretty Machine January 11, 2016December 31, 2015 A Letter to My Depression January 13, 2016January 12, 2016 The Memory Keepers January 15, 2016December 31, 2015 I Don’t Buy The Whole “Love & Light” Thing. January 15, 2016 Ripe: Flaunting My Desire January 17, 2016January 8, 2016 Emerging Enough-ness January 18, 2016January 5, 2016 Sometimes Smoothies and Yoga Aren’t Enough January 20, 2016January 20, 2016 What Jen Pastiloff’s Retreat is Like: According to a 22 Year Old. January 21, 2016 On The Edge Of The Void January 22, 2016January 22, 2016 Young’s Pond January 24, 2016January 22, 2016 Ritual January 25, 2016January 22, 2016 The Horsey Set January 29, 2016January 22, 2016 Home Free January 31, 2016January 30, 2016 Fisherman’s Wife February 1, 2016January 22, 2016 Body Work February 3, 2016January 22, 2016 Listening. February 4, 2016 Dear Life: I Can’t Get Unstuck February 5, 2016March 12, 2017 This Is Your Brain on Knitting. February 6, 2016February 6, 2016 The Time To Have Faith February 7, 2016January 22, 2016 Sitting on the Same Side February 8, 2016February 8, 2016 Sex Should Satisfy You Both February 10, 2016January 30, 2016 Love From A Distance February 14, 2016March 24, 2016 On Feeling Intensely February 17, 2016January 22, 2016 Shippers Gonna Ship February 19, 2016January 22, 2016 A New Branch February 22, 2016January 31, 2016 Masquerades February 24, 2016February 24, 2016 Not Waving, But Drowning: Pregnancy & Depression February 25, 2016March 1, 2016 Loving The Life You Have February 26, 2016January 31, 2016 Ghosts February 28, 2016January 30, 2016 Difficulty Breathing February 29, 2016January 22, 2016 What is it like to be you? March 2, 2016March 6, 2016 Birthmarks March 4, 2016March 6, 2016 Five Things I Remember About Being Raped March 6, 2016March 6, 2016 Together We Run March 7, 2016March 1, 2016 On Saying Goodbye And Eating Chips March 9, 2016March 6, 2016 The Art Of Missing March 11, 2016March 7, 2016 Women are Enough: The Debut Authors March 12, 2016March 2, 2016 My Moveable Feast March 14, 2016March 9, 2016 Life At 40 – A Letter To My Girls March 16, 2016March 1, 2016 Departures March 18, 2016March 9, 2016 Endings March 21, 2016March 21, 2016 In Sickness March 23, 2016March 7, 2016 What my Mother’s suicide taught me March 25, 2016March 3, 2016 Small Deaths and Small Magic March 28, 2016March 1, 2016 The Shape of Legs and Love March 30, 2016March 7, 2016 Teaching Sons How To Love April 1, 2016March 1, 2016 How to Not a Have a Baby April 3, 2016April 1, 2016 The Gift of Breathing April 4, 2016March 22, 2016 The Kids Are Alright April 6, 2016April 4, 2016 Advice: How to Heal from Chronic Illness April 8, 2016April 4, 2016 The Long Painful Road to Loving Myself April 11, 2016March 2, 2016 Calculating My Worth April 13, 2016April 4, 2016 Truth and Consequences April 15, 2016April 4, 2016 What The Body Remembers April 17, 2016April 4, 2016 The Long Goodbye April 18, 2016March 8, 2016 Do You See What I See? April 20, 2016April 20, 2016 Letting Go April 22, 2016March 8, 2016 The A-Okay Team, Owning My Shit & Mile 4 April 24, 2016April 22, 2016 A Choice of Wood April 25, 2016April 12, 2016 Moments of Silence April 27, 2016March 24, 2016 My Father as a Hologram April 29, 2016April 12, 2016 With Child May 1, 2016April 29, 2016 Childhood Revisited May 2, 2016May 2, 2016 19 Years (and 2,000 Miles) Beyond Sweaters and Smiles May 4, 2016May 4, 2016 Can You Have A Birthday If You Are Dead? May 6, 2016April 4, 2016 Motherhood Meets Art In Motion May 8, 2016April 19, 2016 Women Are Enough: Sami Jankins Interviews Emily Rapp Black May 9, 2016May 10, 2016 Converse-Station: Maggie May Ethridge and Zoe Zolbrod May 10, 2016 Sensitivities = Superpowers May 11, 2016January 6, 2017 The Opposite of Mean is Human May 13, 2016April 4, 2016 Broken Records May 15, 2016May 6, 2016 Falling In Love On Malaria Medication May 16, 2016April 4, 2016 Akasha: When Your Kid Asks For More Space May 17, 2016May 17, 2016 There Is No Story Until It Happens To You May 18, 2016April 4, 2016 What The Kids Should be Watching May 20, 2016April 4, 2016 Quiet May 22, 2016May 16, 2016 Night Run May 23, 2016May 16, 2016 The Year I Lost My Mind May 24, 2016May 27, 2016 The Sweet, The Bitter, and The Wise May 25, 2016May 27, 2016 The Arena May 27, 2016May 16, 2016 How to Survive the First Year May 29, 2016May 27, 2016 Traversing Female Friendship May 30, 2016April 12, 2016 Heart Whispers May 31, 2016May 31, 2016 How To Be Divorced: A Stepdaughter’s Wish List June 1, 2016June 1, 2016 A Reflection on a Second Birthday June 3, 2016May 6, 2016 Driving Lessons June 5, 2016April 19, 2016 Of Mice and Memory June 6, 2016June 11, 2017 Born To Be Bald June 8, 2016May 11, 2016 Ratchet Straps and Roadkill June 10, 2016March 24, 2016 From One Survivor To Another June 11, 2016 Rediscovering Babar June 12, 2016June 15, 2016 Old Dog June 13, 2016June 13, 2016 Rape Weight June 14, 2016June 14, 2016 That Is Enough – Living With Grief June 15, 2016June 2, 2016 How to Catch a Salmon: The Nature of Female Friendship June 17, 2016April 19, 2016 Dressage: The Story of A Father, A Daughter, And A Horse June 19, 2016June 14, 2016 Together We Grew June 20, 2016June 2, 2016 Endo June 21, 2016June 21, 2016 Revolutionary Women: Breaking The Ties That Bind Us June 22, 2016May 6, 2016 Going Away, Again June 24, 2016June 24, 2016 The Shivers Take me Hard June 26, 2016May 11, 2016 How To Move Your Mom Into A Nursing Home June 27, 2016April 12, 2016 Blood And Socks June 28, 2016June 28, 2016 Angels In Sandwich Shops June 29, 2016July 3, 2016 Badassitude July 1, 2016July 3, 2016 I Fought For You July 3, 2016July 3, 2016 Lying To My Son July 6, 2016May 16, 2016 Starved July 8, 2016May 6, 2016 Uterus Of My Discontent July 10, 2016June 10, 2016 The Fine Lines of Twitching July 11, 2016May 12, 2016 Guidelines For Submission July 13, 2016July 1, 2016 The Dress That Binds, Or How I Learned To Love My Mother July 15, 2016July 15, 2016 Dogless: Lessons From A Soulful Singapore Mutt July 17, 2016May 12, 2016 How My Invisible Illness Made Me Capable of Anything July 18, 2016May 16, 2016 The Choice July 20, 2016May 16, 2016 Meditation and The Space to Grieve July 21, 2016July 18, 2016 The Bare Truth July 22, 2016July 18, 2016 Depression Stole My Mom July 24, 2016July 18, 2016 Our Symphony Has Stopped. A Letter to My Lost Love July 25, 2016May 16, 2016 Eight Years Later And I’m Still Not Better July 27, 2016June 21, 2016 Luckier Than I Deserve July 28, 2016July 29, 2016 Two Jobs July 28, 2016July 28, 2016 My Mother’s Death: Is This Real Or Just A Dream? July 29, 2016July 18, 2016 I Am My Father’s Daughter July 31, 2016 Visitation August 1, 2016August 1, 2016 Talk Her off the Ledge August 3, 2016August 3, 2016 Lexapro: A Love Story August 4, 2016January 21, 2021 Bone Structure August 5, 2016August 5, 2016 The Real Horrors August 7, 2016August 5, 2016 California August 8, 2016August 5, 2016 Losing the Grandmother I Didn’t Know I Loved August 10, 2016August 5, 2016 Tough Questions August 11, 2016August 5, 2016 Crazy August 12, 2016August 5, 2016 WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED August 13, 2016August 5, 2016 Frosty Mauve August 14, 2016August 5, 2016 An Open Letter to My Childhood Abuser (I Choose Me) August 15, 2016August 5, 2016 Broken Hospital Bracelets August 17, 2016August 5, 2016 A Good Man August 19, 2016August 19, 2016 Don’t Be An Asshole August 19, 2016 Protected: On Being Human Online Series: Don’t Be An Asshole. How To Forget Perfection & Be Human. August 20, 2016October 25, 2016 To Be Beautiful You Have to Suffer August 21, 2016August 5, 2016 I Have To Leave You Now August 22, 2016August 5, 2016 A Series of Almosts August 24, 2016August 5, 2016 Nothing Fancy August 25, 2016August 25, 2016 What I Think About My Dog’s Death August 26, 2016August 5, 2016 Love in the Time of Ebola August 28, 2016August 5, 2016 Sisterless August 29, 2016August 5, 2016 Over-The-Counter Medicine August 31, 2016August 31, 2016 Detangling the Knot September 1, 2016September 1, 2016 Sisterhood, Spirituality, & Raising a Daughter. September 2, 2016 Building Walls, Or A Guide To Mothering September 5, 2016August 5, 2016 Book Review: Asana of Malevolence September 6, 2016September 6, 2016 On Being Photographed (Mostly) Naked September 7, 2016September 11, 2016 From the Ground I Burn September 8, 2016September 8, 2016 The Peak of Morning September 9, 2016August 5, 2016 Owning—And Rocking—An Invisible Disability September 10, 2016September 13, 2016 Emotional Nutrients September 11, 2016January 6, 2017 The Bits That Matter September 12, 2016August 5, 2016 The Last First Day September 13, 2016September 13, 2016 Downsizing. September 13, 2016 Protected: Revolution of The Spirit: Awaken The Healer. Private for Jen’s Online Course. September 13, 2016September 13, 2016 Red Light, Green Light September 14, 2016August 5, 2016 Unbecoming September 15, 2016August 5, 2016 Body Lessons (Genealogy of an Orgasm) September 16, 2016August 4, 2016 Stretched September 18, 2016August 4, 2016 The Ride September 19, 2016September 15, 2016 How to Make Peace with a Dead Woman September 21, 2016August 5, 2016 Napalm Picnic September 22, 2016September 19, 2016 Our Becoming September 23, 2016September 19, 2016 Ancestry of Shame September 25, 2016August 4, 2016 The Day My Mother Left September 26, 2016November 23, 2016 Neurological Connection September 28, 2016June 7, 2021 The Origin Of The World September 29, 2016September 26, 2016 I Know What You’re Staring At- Teeth and Class in America. September 30, 2016 Arsis September 30, 2016August 8, 2016 Notes On Not A Memoir October 2, 2016October 6, 2016 The View From Here October 3, 2016October 6, 2016 The Aftermath Of Assault Leads To A Call For Help October 4, 2016 Tricks Between Past and Present October 5, 2016September 26, 2016 The Seventeenth Ring October 6, 2016September 26, 2016 What Is Grief? October 7, 2016October 4, 2016 The Lesson Leaving Taught. (No Bullshit Motherhood Series.) October 8, 2016October 8, 2016 The Thing About Being Raped October 9, 2016October 9, 2016 Revolutions Have Started this Way. October 9, 2016October 9, 2016 One Twenty Three October 10, 2016October 4, 2016 They Can’t Erase Our Voices. October 10, 2016October 11, 2016 Grabbing Pussy, Flipping the Script. October 11, 2016 I Miss The Bad Times October 12, 2016August 9, 2016 Love Is a Hot Glue Gun October 13, 2016October 6, 2016 What David Bowie Taught Me about Art, Death And Letting Go October 14, 2016October 4, 2016 How To Manifest Under The Tuscan Sun With Jen Pastiloff. October 15, 2016October 15, 2016 Chasing The Other October 16, 2016October 5, 2016 There Is Nothing Wrong With Broken October 17, 2016October 5, 2016 The Aleksander Scholarship Fund. October 17, 2016December 28, 2020 Independent Woman Still Wants the Right Man October 19, 2016October 5, 2016 The Difference Between a Father and a Dad October 20, 2016October 25, 2016 I’m Worth More October 21, 2016October 6, 2016 I’m Not from Here October 23, 2016October 20, 2016 I Never Want to Leave Here October 24, 2016October 20, 2016 An Innocence Buried October 26, 2016October 20, 2016 Nearly October 27, 2016October 20, 2016 After Birth October 28, 2016October 29, 2016 An Open Letter to My Formula-Fed Baby October 30, 2016October 28, 2016 My Last Halloween October 31, 2016October 20, 2016 Past Imperfect November 1, 2016October 20, 2017 The Way I’m a Woman November 2, 2016November 2, 2016 Change is supposed to be good, right? November 3, 2016October 26, 2016 Embracing Imperfection November 4, 2016November 4, 2016 Conversations On Baseball, Zombies, and Death November 5, 2016November 2, 2016 The Rainbow Laundry Project November 6, 2016October 28, 2016 Dear Jacob: An Open Letter to My 15 Year Old Son November 7, 2016November 4, 2016 Do Not Define Me As You Saw Me Last November 8, 2016November 7, 2016 House of Mirrors November 9, 2016October 26, 2016 Attachment Parenting November 10, 2016November 4, 2016 My Patriot Problem (explained in movies) November 11, 2016October 28, 2016 Fast Forward, Pause, Rewind November 12, 2016November 4, 2016 Dead Souls November 13, 2016November 7, 2016 The Natural Step November 14, 2016November 15, 2016 If No One Would See November 15, 2016November 23, 2016 Venus Envy November 16, 2016November 16, 2016 Downsizing November 17, 2016November 16, 2016 I’ll Speak To You Here November 18, 2016November 18, 2016 Beauty Comes From Within: What Makeup Can Add November 20, 2016November 18, 2016 Still Talking November 21, 2016November 28, 2016 Learning to Mother Myself November 22, 2016February 23, 2017 When Despair Tried To Settle November 23, 2016November 18, 2016 On Ignoring Your Peers in Seventh Grade November 26, 2016December 27, 2016 When Girls Make Noise November 27, 2016November 18, 2016 Hair Ties November 28, 2016November 29, 2016 My First Abortion November 29, 2016November 18, 2016 When We Poured Coffee and Dreamed of Men and Horses November 30, 2016November 18, 2016 A Binge To Remember December 1, 2016November 18, 2016 The Loneliness of Modern Motherhood December 2, 2016November 18, 2016 A Small Coin For Your Thinking December 3, 2016December 4, 2016 Choices December 4, 2016November 18, 2016 COULD I LOVE YOU? December 5, 2016November 28, 2016 Green is the Color of My Lover’s Eyes December 7, 2016November 28, 2016 And Then There Were None December 8, 2016December 3, 2016 Deconstructed: The Adventures of Co-Parenting And Running A Business With My Ex-Husband December 8, 2016December 9, 2016 The Life of This Grief December 9, 2016November 29, 2016 What The Body Knows December 10, 2016December 9, 2016 Dangerous Mouths December 11, 2016December 12, 2016 Evangelist of Joy December 12, 2016December 3, 2016 The Broken Container December 13, 2016December 13, 2016 What Happened To Your Hand? December 14, 2016December 9, 2016 Finding a Voice December 15, 2016December 3, 2016 My Body, My Country December 16, 2016December 12, 2016 Black and High Functioning December 17, 2016December 17, 2016 Truths To Live By December 18, 2016November 28, 2016 Flip December 19, 2016January 5, 2017 The Good Girls Guide to Survival in Trumpland December 20, 2016December 22, 2016 Cherry Red December 21, 2016December 19, 2016 Parts December 22, 2016December 26, 2016 A Wave of Light December 23, 2016December 26, 2016 From The Quiet Corner December 26, 2016December 26, 2016 Wine for Beginners December 27, 2016December 16, 2016 Living the Mother December 28, 2016December 28, 2016 From the Body to the Cosmos: Notes on Grief and Love December 29, 2016 To Tell A Happy Story December 30, 2016December 29, 2016 And Then I Remember What You Said, a Letter to My Brother December 31, 2016December 30, 2016
Protected: On Being Human Online Series: Don’t Be An Asshole. How To Forget Perfection & Be Human. August 20, 2016October 25, 2016
Protected: Revolution of The Spirit: Awaken The Healer. Private for Jen’s Online Course. September 13, 2016September 13, 2016
Deconstructed: The Adventures of Co-Parenting And Running A Business With My Ex-Husband December 8, 2016December 9, 2016
